All the same things
I can feel them, I do
Identical, identical
Absolutely compatible
By the Goddess!
Why don't you see it
Like I do?
A perfect pair
I can feel it, I do
So similar, similar
Absolutely perfect
Why don't you want it
Like I do?
Follow my voice
I sing the song for you
Ah, but you don't hear it
Closing your ears
Again and again
You know it, you do
But refuse to believe
What's right in front
Of those gorgeous eyes
It's all for you, everything
By the Goddess!
I feel it rushing over me
Everything's for you
The melody, the lyrics
The song and the spirit
I give it to you
I always have
And will never get that
Piece of me back
Follow my voice
I sing the song for you
But you won't hear it
You're closing your ears
Again and again
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Friday, March 26, 2010
Recipe for Destruction
For a moment, I see the ending
It's like an original fairytale
For a second, I feel the breezes
Fling past me in a gush
Forever proves to be a long time
Death is the melody to the rhyme
Dusk crawls killing the day
Whispering away, whispering away
Scream me a love song
So I can move
Destroy me
Do what you will
Give me an answer
To this disaster
For a moment I want the blade
It's like an irresistable need
For a second I can see it
The world without her pain
Eternity is a riddle
She's stuck in the middle
And the stars are alone
Whispering away, whispering away
Scream me a love song
So I can move
Destroy me
Do what you will
Give me an answer
For this disaster
Cling to the night
Breathe in the air
Midnight, take me
Take me as my whole self
Scream me a love song
So I can move on
Destroy me
Do what you will
Give me an answer
For this disaster
It's like an original fairytale
For a second, I feel the breezes
Fling past me in a gush
Forever proves to be a long time
Death is the melody to the rhyme
Dusk crawls killing the day
Whispering away, whispering away
Scream me a love song
So I can move
Destroy me
Do what you will
Give me an answer
To this disaster
For a moment I want the blade
It's like an irresistable need
For a second I can see it
The world without her pain
Eternity is a riddle
She's stuck in the middle
And the stars are alone
Whispering away, whispering away
Scream me a love song
So I can move
Destroy me
Do what you will
Give me an answer
For this disaster
Cling to the night
Breathe in the air
Midnight, take me
Take me as my whole self
Scream me a love song
So I can move on
Destroy me
Do what you will
Give me an answer
For this disaster
Storming Again
Well, knock me over with a feather
There you go again!
Like I've said before
If you break her heart
I will break your face
Fear the storm
It'll hit you like
Never before
There you go again!
Like I've said before
If you break her heart
I will break your face
Fear the storm
It'll hit you like
Never before
Fallen Angel
Broken-winged, starry-eyed
With tear-stained cheeks because of lies
A beautiful disaster
A destroyed dove
A destruction of love
Angel, stop crying
Angel, live on
No one will stay up if you fall
With tear-stained cheeks because of lies
A beautiful disaster
A destroyed dove
A destruction of love
Angel, stop crying
Angel, live on
No one will stay up if you fall
Sunday, March 21, 2010
My Heart II
So here's what you did to it
You ripped it in two
Then proceeded to shred it
Further and further
After that, you led a heard of
Pissed off elephants to
Stampede on top of it
And pummel it into the dirt
And don't even get me started
On you throwing it
To the dog
You ripped it in two
Then proceeded to shred it
Further and further
After that, you led a heard of
Pissed off elephants to
Stampede on top of it
And pummel it into the dirt
And don't even get me started
On you throwing it
To the dog
Ridden with Self-Pity
Stringing together
My last bits of sanity
Diving into a sea of insecurity
Can I make it?
Can I live?
All I see is black
What motivation?
I hear, but cannot feel
I see, but cannot act
Nothing more than me being lazy
Nothing more than me not caring
Nothing more than me giving in
Everything is nothing
Nothing is everything
Oh, look
Literary terms abound!
She'd be so proud
My last bits of sanity
Diving into a sea of insecurity
Can I make it?
Can I live?
All I see is black
What motivation?
I hear, but cannot feel
I see, but cannot act
Nothing more than me being lazy
Nothing more than me not caring
Nothing more than me giving in
Everything is nothing
Nothing is everything
Oh, look
Literary terms abound!
She'd be so proud
Thursday, March 18, 2010
Dreamland
I can see it
It's a dream
Your arms wrapped around me
Holding me tighter, tighter
It's like I feel it
The warmth of your body
Against mine
A beautiful fantasy
Don't wake me up
If this is all it'll be
Don't wake me up
If it's just a dream
Some need pinches
But I say, "Leave me alone"
It's the only time
He'll ever be just my own
I can see it
It's a fairytale
Your hands running through my hair
Pull me closer, closer
It's like I feel it
The caress of your lips
Against mine
A fantastic idea
But don't wake me up
If this is all it'll be
Don't wake me up
If it's only a dream
Some need a pinch
But I want to be alone
It's the only time
I can call him my own
I close my eyes
Feel you sighing, sighing
I wake up
And fall
Don't wake me up
If this is all it'll be
Don't wake me up
If it's only a dream
Some need pinches when dreaming
But I say, "Leave me alone"
It's the time when
I can call you my own
In a dream, my own dream
We're alone
It's a dream
Your arms wrapped around me
Holding me tighter, tighter
It's like I feel it
The warmth of your body
Against mine
A beautiful fantasy
Don't wake me up
If this is all it'll be
Don't wake me up
If it's just a dream
Some need pinches
But I say, "Leave me alone"
It's the only time
He'll ever be just my own
I can see it
It's a fairytale
Your hands running through my hair
Pull me closer, closer
It's like I feel it
The caress of your lips
Against mine
A fantastic idea
But don't wake me up
If this is all it'll be
Don't wake me up
If it's only a dream
Some need a pinch
But I want to be alone
It's the only time
I can call him my own
I close my eyes
Feel you sighing, sighing
I wake up
And fall
Don't wake me up
If this is all it'll be
Don't wake me up
If it's only a dream
Some need pinches when dreaming
But I say, "Leave me alone"
It's the time when
I can call you my own
In a dream, my own dream
We're alone
Pieces of My Heart
My heart is in pieces
But you just do not see
Each one of them is different
Yet all the same to me
One in love
One in like
One unknown
One for looks
I'll always want them all
I'm too greedy for just one
But I can't make up my mind
It's coming too undone
One for his world
One for his eyes
One for his talent
One for his laugh
Eventually I see it
The true love that I have known
But he won't ever love me
He cannot be my own
For his laugh
For his stupid remarks
For his green eyes
For his music
For his hugs
For his touches
For him
But the pieces always jumble
I can't have the one that fits my heart
That'd be too good for me
I knew it from the start
But you just do not see
Each one of them is different
Yet all the same to me
One in love
One in like
One unknown
One for looks
I'll always want them all
I'm too greedy for just one
But I can't make up my mind
It's coming too undone
One for his world
One for his eyes
One for his talent
One for his laugh
Eventually I see it
The true love that I have known
But he won't ever love me
He cannot be my own
For his laugh
For his stupid remarks
For his green eyes
For his music
For his hugs
For his touches
For him
But the pieces always jumble
I can't have the one that fits my heart
That'd be too good for me
I knew it from the start
Monday, March 15, 2010
Whispered Song
I sing to the storm clouds
A long forgotten tune
One purposely left behind
Losts in the mists of a tragic past
For centuries
Enduring life's greatest disturbances
I scream to the night sky
A deathly shriek
One forever remembered
As the final goodbye
Held in the hollows of an unearthly dream
For an era
Surviving the depths of darkness
I sing to the storm clouds
Of a longing
I scream to the night
Of a past
I cry to the moonlight
For a saviour
I whisper to the wind
For once last chance
A long forgotten tune
One purposely left behind
Losts in the mists of a tragic past
For centuries
Enduring life's greatest disturbances
I scream to the night sky
A deathly shriek
One forever remembered
As the final goodbye
Held in the hollows of an unearthly dream
For an era
Surviving the depths of darkness
I sing to the storm clouds
Of a longing
I scream to the night
Of a past
I cry to the moonlight
For a saviour
I whisper to the wind
For once last chance
Sunday, March 14, 2010
Yeah, I Know
Trusting you was a mistake
I know it was
Why, then, did I fall so hard?
Feeling it bite me again hurts
And you probably won't understand
How bad it hurts to forget
Yeah, I know
Nothing comes from wishing
Yeah, I know
It wouldn't have happened anyway
Yeah, I know
She was better than me
But right in front of me?
Did you really have to?
Seeing you and her happpy together
What a sting it is to my soul
My soul's still aflame, just like her hair
I know by now I'm just a memory
But at least I'm still somewhat there
And you should know I felt the same
Yeah, I know
Nothing comes from wishing
Yeah, I know
Nothing could happen anyway
Yeah, I know
She was curled up in your arms
But right in front of me?
Did you really mean anything you said?
I know it was
Why, then, did I fall so hard?
Feeling it bite me again hurts
And you probably won't understand
How bad it hurts to forget
Yeah, I know
Nothing comes from wishing
Yeah, I know
It wouldn't have happened anyway
Yeah, I know
She was better than me
But right in front of me?
Did you really have to?
Seeing you and her happpy together
What a sting it is to my soul
My soul's still aflame, just like her hair
I know by now I'm just a memory
But at least I'm still somewhat there
And you should know I felt the same
Yeah, I know
Nothing comes from wishing
Yeah, I know
Nothing could happen anyway
Yeah, I know
She was curled up in your arms
But right in front of me?
Did you really mean anything you said?
Thursday, March 11, 2010
The Saddest Part
The saddest part of losing her
Is knowing that it was all a lie
An act of recovery
What a stupid cliche.
The saddest part of it
Was that I had believed it
We'll make it through, girlie
What a ridiculous ideal.
The saddest part of losing him
Is knowing that he was there
I'm pretty sure I care about you
What a pathetic notion.
The saddest part is playing
Boobskiball, laughing, talking
I'm not talking to you
What a hard threat to keep.
The saddest part is loving
So many people at once
You are all my world
Then losing them all
The saddest part is that
Nothing will ever be the same
Is knowing that it was all a lie
An act of recovery
What a stupid cliche.
The saddest part of it
Was that I had believed it
We'll make it through, girlie
What a ridiculous ideal.
The saddest part of losing him
Is knowing that he was there
I'm pretty sure I care about you
What a pathetic notion.
The saddest part is playing
Boobskiball, laughing, talking
I'm not talking to you
What a hard threat to keep.
The saddest part is loving
So many people at once
You are all my world
Then losing them all
The saddest part is that
Nothing will ever be the same
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Let's Pretend, Shall We?
What was I thinking?
Falling again was
A bad idea
Guess I've been sinking
Into despair
Or maybe I felt love
At least it could've been
I knew it all along
That I was wrong
But for a moment
You and I
Let's pretend that there
Is something
Don't forget it
What I said
I meant it with all my heart
Yeah it's stupid
But I felt it
I could've sworn that you did too
But you don't
Why did I do this?
Lead myself into
A trap
What was I thinking?
Guess I shouldn't have tried
Best friends forever
'Til I messed it up
You knew it all along
That I was wrong
For a moment
You and I
Let's pretend that we have something
Don't forget what I said
I meant it with all my heart
Yeah it's stupid
Baby, I felt it
I could've sworn that you did too
But you don't
For a moment
Let's pretend that there's a you and I
I meant it with all my heart
Every single word
It's stupid
I was wrong
Why don't you feel it too?
You don't.
Falling again was
A bad idea
Guess I've been sinking
Into despair
Or maybe I felt love
At least it could've been
I knew it all along
That I was wrong
But for a moment
You and I
Let's pretend that there
Is something
Don't forget it
What I said
I meant it with all my heart
Yeah it's stupid
But I felt it
I could've sworn that you did too
But you don't
Why did I do this?
Lead myself into
A trap
What was I thinking?
Guess I shouldn't have tried
Best friends forever
'Til I messed it up
You knew it all along
That I was wrong
For a moment
You and I
Let's pretend that we have something
Don't forget what I said
I meant it with all my heart
Yeah it's stupid
Baby, I felt it
I could've sworn that you did too
But you don't
For a moment
Let's pretend that there's a you and I
I meant it with all my heart
Every single word
It's stupid
I was wrong
Why don't you feel it too?
You don't.
I'm At A Five, Let's Bring It To A One
You were
Standing there, arms crossed
With a
Smile on your face and
Laughter in your eyes
You were
Looking right at me
And I
Couldn't help but smile
At the thought of you
Holding me
For a little while
And I know
Fairytales don't have a limit
But I shouldn't let just
Anything in it
I know better (echo)
Mirrored eyes hold a
Great surprise
Truths are truths
And lies are lies
To me
Hold onto me
I'm slipping deeper
You were
Playing a game
With a
Lie behind your teeth
And a charm in your eyes
Fall for her
For a little while
'Cuz I know
Fairytales don't have a limit
But I shouldn't let just
Anything in it
I know better (echo)
Mirrored eyes hold a
Great surprise
Truths become truths
Lies become lies
To me
Hold onto me
I'm slipping deeper
Five
Four
Three
Two
One
Game over
Fairytales don't have a limit
And I shouldn't let just anyhing in it
I know better (echo)
Mirrored eyes hold
A great surprise
Truths from truths
Lies from lies
To me
Hold onto me
I'm slipping deeper
Standing there, arms crossed
With a
Smile on your face and
Laughter in your eyes
You were
Looking right at me
And I
Couldn't help but smile
At the thought of you
Holding me
For a little while
And I know
Fairytales don't have a limit
But I shouldn't let just
Anything in it
I know better (echo)
Mirrored eyes hold a
Great surprise
Truths are truths
And lies are lies
To me
Hold onto me
I'm slipping deeper
You were
Playing a game
With a
Lie behind your teeth
And a charm in your eyes
Fall for her
For a little while
'Cuz I know
Fairytales don't have a limit
But I shouldn't let just
Anything in it
I know better (echo)
Mirrored eyes hold a
Great surprise
Truths become truths
Lies become lies
To me
Hold onto me
I'm slipping deeper
Five
Four
Three
Two
One
Game over
Fairytales don't have a limit
And I shouldn't let just anyhing in it
I know better (echo)
Mirrored eyes hold
A great surprise
Truths from truths
Lies from lies
To me
Hold onto me
I'm slipping deeper
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
Checkmate
Bury me
I could really care less
I say that I'm healing
I say I have feeling
But I don't
Drown me
I don't give a fuck
I'm tired of playing
Games are a bore
So I call checkmate
Give me the visions
I crave the feeling
I need this heat
The only reason I live
Is to die
Because that's what happens
We live
We learn
We die
And I can't change it
So why not stop suffering
And give in, right?
Right.
Or at least that's what I think.
I could really care less
I say that I'm healing
I say I have feeling
But I don't
Drown me
I don't give a fuck
I'm tired of playing
Games are a bore
So I call checkmate
Give me the visions
I crave the feeling
I need this heat
The only reason I live
Is to die
Because that's what happens
We live
We learn
We die
And I can't change it
So why not stop suffering
And give in, right?
Right.
Or at least that's what I think.
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
The Game
The door spins
Round and round it goes
A continuous cycle
People go in
People go out
Hate
Love
Jealousy
Fear is the name of the game
Feeling a cold hand on your shoulder?
Most call it fright
Of what, you ask?
Of inocence
Of a smile
Of a laugh
Of a trusting heart
Envy is the name of the game
Looking a bit green in the face?
Most call it jealousy
Of what, you ask?
Of dark eyes
Of poetic nature
Of something unknown to most
Hate is the name of the game
Feeling the wrath in the pit of you?
Most call it loathing
Of what, you ask?
Of fear
Of jealousy
Of the threat
Of the girl
Hate
Love
Jealousy
They pass through the door
Around and around they go
Clouding together
And swirling repeatedly
Hate
Fear
Jealousy
Love
It's all just apart of the game
Round and round it goes
A continuous cycle
People go in
People go out
Hate
Love
Jealousy
Fear is the name of the game
Feeling a cold hand on your shoulder?
Most call it fright
Of what, you ask?
Of inocence
Of a smile
Of a laugh
Of a trusting heart
Envy is the name of the game
Looking a bit green in the face?
Most call it jealousy
Of what, you ask?
Of dark eyes
Of poetic nature
Of something unknown to most
Hate is the name of the game
Feeling the wrath in the pit of you?
Most call it loathing
Of what, you ask?
Of fear
Of jealousy
Of the threat
Of the girl
Hate
Love
Jealousy
They pass through the door
Around and around they go
Clouding together
And swirling repeatedly
Hate
Fear
Jealousy
Love
It's all just apart of the game
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