2012

I will never be good enough.
Happy motherfucking New Year.
I will never ever make it.

Baby

Say it again
Baby
Just say it again
Because my world
Lights up at the
Sound of your voice
And you don't even
Know how much I need
A guiding glow

Say it again
Baby
Just say it again
I'm smiling at the
Thought you just
Holding my hand
And leading me to
A fairytale

So say it again
Baby
Just say it again
No matter what you do
I'm starstruck by you
And you've got the
Chance to make a
Wonderful thing
Out of a single word

Lit Up By Hope

Somebody once told me
Life is what you make it
And sometimes
I can only sit and wonder
Why it is that I can't
Believe it's true?

Look into my eyes
You'll find nothing but
A world of hurt
Mirrored in a beautiful
Reflection
And lit up by hope

Just give this one last shot
A chance at last redemption
Adding faith to one more
Tomorrow
And another dream
To my collection

Record

Play me like a record, baby
And watch me as I crack
'Cuz the only way you're happy
Is if my life spins off track
You lead me on and shoot me down
Then move on to other girls
You only have one sense of mind
Sex is the center of your world

So watch me as I walk away
I'm tired of these games
I'm moving on and growing up
I suggest you do the same

The Looking Glass

"Peer into the looking glass, my dear
And see what there is to see
There's a whole world of magick here
You just have to believe."

The lady looked into my eyes
And gave me a intuitive smile
To her delight and my surprise
I stayed with her for a while

I gazed into the scrying glass
It's call was pulling me
It showed me what could live and last
And everything that could be

The lady cried out with delight
"You have a gift, my child!"
We talked and laughed throughout the night
And our new world was reconciled

Something settled in that glass
Something only I could see
A future replaying the past
One created solely for me

My eyes filled up with tears
And I threw the glass away
It shattered into pieces near
And in shards it now must stay

For sometimes the future must be known
To save you from mistakes
But other times, let it alone
The past must be erased

Your Creation

Break me down easy
'Cuz I'm much more
Fragile than I seem
Break me down easy
There's no more will
Left to dream

Oh
Your broken hearts
Like little stars
Forming their
Own galaxy

Star-crossed
Not only in your fantasies
Will you stay lost
In this universe you've made
Carry on
With this voyage you've created
Carry on
With your creation

Walk this road I gave you
And don't forget to look
Both ways
Walk this road I gave you
Save the trip for
Another day

Your stupid dreams
Like solar beams
Flaring up
At all attention

Star-crossed
Not only in your fantasies
Will you stay lost
In this universe you've made
Carry on
With this voyage that you created
Carry on
With your creation

You brought it on yourself
Every single time
And yet you blame the stars
And everything around them
It shouldn't hurt this time
Yet it always breaks your heart

Star-crossed
Not only in your fantasies
Will you stay lost
In this universe you made
Carry on
With this voyage you created
Carry on
With your creation

Life Nevermore

Hold me down
Slow me down
Soothe me with
Your false promises

A life nevermore
And a memory long forgotten
Dreams left to the shadows
And nightmares brought to life

Entwined in a heartbreak
And held together by the shards
Leaving me in your downfall
And letting your weaknesses
Be more than what they seem

Break me down
Calm me down
Destroy me
With your eyes

A story long forgotten
And a nightmare brought to life
A flame killed by ash
And a life that was nevermore

Entwined in a heartbreak
And held together by the shards
Leaving me in your downfall
And letting your weaknesses
Become your biggest asset
Against what I was

Hold me down
Slow me down
Soothe me
With a false promise

A life nevermore
And a nightmare brought to life
Dreams left to the shadows
And a memory not long forgotten

Honey-Kissed Poison

Sweet venom
Hot lips meeting
In the dark night
Anxiety ripping
All coherent thoughts
From my mind
Your beautiful
Light shining
Over me

Intoxicating nectar
Warm breath on my neck
Me wrapped
In an embrace
But held together
With a smile
Deathly dreams
Becoming a reality

Honey-kissed poison
Words being sung
Spoken, written
But never allowed
As they are
Forbidden
By no one but you
Flawless dreams
Turned to dust