My Sweet Refusal

Candy hearts, pinks and reds
Cupid's arrows, bows on heads
A ridiculous festivity
One for love and hope and glee
Won't mean anything to me
I refuse to partake

Don't you see what's at stake?
My sanity, for goodness sake!
This lovebug bites too many times
Oh, this holiday shall not be mine

Warm our hearts
And we'll melt the snow
It's a romantic sitcom show
And I refuse to partake

Oh, The Irony

Isn't it funny?
'Just give it a chance...'
Hypocrisy at its finest
I'm laughing
Through these forsaken tears
You don't get it
Oh, poor child
You'll learn one day
But not through me

Don't Bother Waiting For Me

I bet you're lost
Well so am I
I just don't see why
You felt the need to lie

I bet you're sorry
Well, I am too
I'm stupid for believing
That what you said was true

Hold up
Wait a minute
Put a bit of love in it
Can't you see what's happening?
Tearing apart
But I refuse to restart
So if you're leaving
Don't bother waiting for me

I bet you care
Well, not really
You just rambled on
Forgot about my feelings

Hold up
Wait a minute
Put a bit of love in it
Can't you see what's happening?
Tearing apart
But I refuse to restart
So if you're leaving
Don't bother waiting for me

I know I shouldn't care
You're not worth my time
'Cuz the shit that you told me
Baby, it's out of line

Hold up
Wait a minute
Screw that bit of love in it
'Cuz I don't fucking care
Tearing apart
I'll never ever restart
So you mean shit to me
Go ahead and leave
Don't bother waiting for me

I'm Done

Lies upon lies
They escape your teeth
With that charming smile
I, I know
To hold myself
Accountible

For this
I'm the one who fucked up
For this
I'm the one who should've known

I guess I cannot believe
Any longer
Too late to make this friendship
Stronger
I guess the words didn't mean a thing
I don't know if you will ever
Understand
What it means to truly be a
Man
I'm sorry for trying
Sorry for crying
Over you
But now I'm done

Self-pity flows
From your mouth
Just like a river
I can't deny it
This kind of hurts

Oh, this
Is making my life so complicated
This
Isn't worth the fight

I guess I cannot believe
Any longer
Too late to make this friendship
Stronger
I guess the words don't mean a thing
I doubt that you'll ever
Understand
What it truly means to be a man
I'm sorry for trying
Sorry for crying
Over you
But now I'm done

Oh, I guess I'm done with this
Oh, done with your bullshit
It keeps coming out
Refusing to stay in silence
But oh well

I guess I cannot believe
Any longer
Too late to make the friendship
Stronger
Of course this happens to me
I doubt that you will understand
How to truly be a man
I'm sorry
Oh, sorry
I guess I'm done crying
I'm done

Tension

Remember my assured face?
Well, you broke me
I'm sorry for believing you
And I'm sorry for trying

He says I'm wrong to forgive
Well, I don't agree
It had to be done
Otherwise, could I move on?

I guess we're friends still
Well, at least we pretend to be
And I guess it's fine
But is it tense for you too?

A Different Meaning To Love Bite

Hold on for a minute
Tell me what game your playing
Hold on for a minute
Tell me what you're saying

I can't let my guard down
Whenever you're around
I can't let the walls break
I can't

'Cuz I've been hurt
And lied to
And broken-hearted
I've been hurt
I've cried, too
And felt love's bite
What goes around comes around
Don't wanna break down
Because of you

Hold on for a second
I don't know if I believe you
Hold on for a second
Tell me what you're saying is true

I can't be your everything
'Cuz she still holds a piece
Of what I want, need
I can't

I've been hurt
And lied to
And broken-hearted
I've been hurt
I've cried, too
And felt love's bite
What goes around comes around
Don't wanna break down
Because of you

And because of you
The walls go up
The mask goes down
See those tears
They're because of you

I've been hurt
And lied to
And broken-hearted
I've been hurt
I've cried, too
And felt love's bite
What goes around comes around
Don't wanna break down
Because of you
Not for this love bite

Yell At Me Again, Why Don't You?

Sharp, stinging tears threaten to release
They well behind her dark eyes
Can you save her, pretty please?
'Cuz no one else will bother

Attacked from all corners
Surrounded, invaded
Forgetting that she has feelings, too
Enough with her
She isn't worth it

They yell, scream, harass
Leaving her confused, crying
Tell me, tell me
What did I do?
What made me hated by all of you?

'Cuz I don't see it
No one tells me
No one wants to
And I think I'll give up now