Saturday, February 27, 2010

Blessed Be

Rip me into infinity
For these foresaken eyes
Wish to see no longer
The charade is over
Beata sint

Sing to the cosmos
Of usual despair
The masks come off
The walls break down
An end of a game

Jealousy erupts from a pit
Darkening in the night sky
Leaving the fantasies
Fairytales
Mysteries
A series of unfortunate events

What's that?
What about me being
An unbeautiful disaster?

Oh, right
No one cares

Rip me into infinity
For these foresaken eyes
Wish to see no longer
The charade is over
Beata sint

Friday, February 26, 2010

Oceanos

Devorarme
Este es el golpe final
Siempre y siempre es una mentira
No puedo creer que me quedo de nuevo
Siempre y siempre es una
Mentira

Olvidese de lo que dijo
La mentira es siempre mentira
El pasado es el pasado
Se que debo seguir adelante
Y yo
Las olas me perdone

Cada mentira me quemo
Para que dicho tantas
Se te quiema tambien?
Cada mentira me quemo
Para todos estaban en llamas
Siempre y siempre

Olvidese de lo que dijo
La mentira es simpre mentira
El pasado es el pasado
Se que debo sequir adelante
Y you
Las olas me perdone

Siempre son las ondas

Sweet Serenade

For everything there is a season
But this, this is worse than winter

Iced over, blocking off the world
No longer allowing heartbreak
The anguish holds to her

I'll never hurt you
Say it again and again
I think I'm falling for you, too
Liars, when they speak truth,
Are never believed

After every single lie
She falls to the ground

A sweet serenade
An unbeautiful disaster
Only for a moment
The lights touch her eyes

I see it.
Happiness is possible

But it is engulfed by pain.
And she ends it all
With one final good-bye

So long and goodnight

Monday, February 22, 2010

Holding Onto My Answer

Call me foolish one more time, Hope
I know that I can take it again
Dare I try to live once more?
Try and complete the puzzle of me?

I said that I knew
And I am sure that I was not lying
But oh, it is so hard to change
Especially this rapidly

Only time can allow a metamorphosis
But I have not the time
The waves pull me deeper
Farther into subconsciousness

I have allowed my submission too long
Change is a necessity for me
But is it possible right now?
Hope screams no

But I scream back yes.

Of Pet Names and Rain

Dimly lit stage
Two chairs
Two minds
Catching my eyes
Using that
Special name

But why, oh, why isn't it me?
I scream it to the night sky
Darkening from lead-ons
And my tears hide in the rain

Your hand is
Dangerously
Close to mine
I feel a spark
I bet it's one sided

It slips into mine
I feel that warmth
I crave it indeed
I see the heat
With trained eyes

Why, oh, why isn't it me?
I scream it to the night sky
Darkening from lead-ons
My tears hide in the rain

Voices surround us
Two hearts
Two minds
You're all I see
Dark hair
Bright eyes

Use her name
Use that name
Use my name

Why, oh, why isn't it me?
I scream it to the night sky
Darkening from lead-ons
My tears hide in the rain

Why, oh, why isn't it me?
I scream to the sky
The fire dances in your eyes
In the storm I hear that name

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Drop Me A Letter II

There are times when I wish
I could gouge out my eyes
There are times when I wish
I knew what those looks implied

I give, I give
Guess I just can't win
I'm done, I'm done
You've won
Drop me a letter
Attached to a star
When you change your mind
From what you have so far
I give, I give
You win

Go ahead and flirt with her
Right in front of me
I know when you close your eyes
She is all you see

So I'll give it up
For you
Change my mind
For you
Forget the past
For you
And your fantasies

I give, I give
Guess I just can't win
I'm done, I'm done
You've won
Drop me a letter attached to a star
When you change your mind from
What you have so far
I give, I give
You win

I give, I give
It's an impossible win
I'm done, I'm done
Just coming undone

The past is the past
Knew it wouldn't last
The future's still ahead
But it won't be you

I give, I give
I knew I wouldn't win
I'm done, I'm done
You won
Drop me a letter attached to a star
When you keep me forever
And love all the scars
'Cuz I didn't know that I'd
Make it this far
Drop me a letter
Attached to a star

I give, I give
You win

Awakening

Something is changing
A metamorphosis of sorts
Growing up and experiencing life

Something is different
An evolution of sorts
Forgetting the past and living in the present

For a new day and age have
Awakened
Let us welcome them with
Open arms
It only hurts at the
Beginning
Suffer through the tears
And go on

Life is a challenge
An obstacle course
Climbing up mountains proves its difficulty

Willow trees flourish
Waving their limbs in the breeze
Perservering in the greatest of storms

For a new day and age have
Awakened
Let us welcome them with
Open arms
It only hurts at the
Beginning
Suffer through the tears
And go on

Something is changing
And evolution of sorts
Forgetting yesterday and living for tomorrow

Something is changing
A metamorphosis
Cacoon to butterfly

Life to death
Death to life

Open your eyes

For a new day and age have
Awakened
Let us welcome them with
Open arms
It only hurts at the
Beginning
Suffer through the tears
And go on