Yeah, I Know

Trusting you was a mistake
I know it was
Why, then, did I fall so hard?

Feeling it bite me again hurts
And you probably won't understand
How bad it hurts to forget

Yeah, I know
Nothing comes from wishing
Yeah, I know
It wouldn't have happened anyway
Yeah, I know
She was better than me
But right in front of me?
Did you really have to?

Seeing you and her happpy together
What a sting it is to my soul
My soul's still aflame, just like her hair

I know by now I'm just a memory
But at least I'm still somewhat there
And you should know I felt the same

Yeah, I know
Nothing comes from wishing
Yeah, I know
Nothing could happen anyway
Yeah, I know
She was curled up in your arms
But right in front of me?
Did you really mean anything you said?

The Saddest Part

The saddest part of losing her
Is knowing that it was all a lie
An act of recovery
What a stupid cliche.

The saddest part of it
Was that I had believed it
We'll make it through, girlie
What a ridiculous ideal.

The saddest part of losing him
Is knowing that he was there
I'm pretty sure I care about you
What a pathetic notion.

The saddest part is playing
Boobskiball, laughing, talking
I'm not talking to you
What a hard threat to keep.

The saddest part is loving
So many people at once
You are all my world
Then losing them all

The saddest part is that
Nothing will ever be the same

Let's Pretend, Shall We?

What was I thinking?
Falling again was
A bad idea
Guess I've been sinking
Into despair

Or maybe I felt love
At least it could've been
I knew it all along
That I was wrong

But for a moment
You and I
Let's pretend that there
Is something
Don't forget it
What I said
I meant it with all my heart
Yeah it's stupid
But I felt it
I could've sworn that you did too
But you don't

Why did I do this?
Lead myself into
A trap
What was I thinking?
Guess I shouldn't have tried

Best friends forever
'Til I messed it up
You knew it all along
That I was wrong

For a moment
You and I
Let's pretend that we have something
Don't forget what I said
I meant it with all my heart
Yeah it's stupid
Baby, I felt it
I could've sworn that you did too
But you don't

For a moment
Let's pretend that there's a you and I
I meant it with all my heart
Every single word
It's stupid
I was wrong
Why don't you feel it too?
You don't.

I'm At A Five, Let's Bring It To A One

You were
Standing there, arms crossed
With a
Smile on your face and
Laughter in your eyes

You were
Looking right at me
And I
Couldn't help but smile
At the thought of you

Holding me
For a little while
And I know

Fairytales don't have a limit
But I shouldn't let just
Anything in it
I know better (echo)
Mirrored eyes hold a
Great surprise
Truths are truths
And lies are lies
To me
Hold onto me
I'm slipping deeper

You were
Playing a game
With a
Lie behind your teeth
And a charm in your eyes

Fall for her
For a little while
'Cuz I know

Fairytales don't have a limit
But I shouldn't let just
Anything in it
I know better (echo)
Mirrored eyes hold a
Great surprise
Truths become truths
Lies become lies
To me
Hold onto me
I'm slipping deeper

Five
Four
Three
Two
One
Game over

Fairytales don't have a limit
And I shouldn't let just anyhing in it
I know better (echo)
Mirrored eyes hold
A great surprise
Truths from truths
Lies from lies
To me
Hold onto me
I'm slipping deeper

Checkmate

Bury me
I could really care less
I say that I'm healing
I say I have feeling
But I don't

Drown me
I don't give a fuck
I'm tired of playing
Games are a bore
So I call checkmate

Give me the visions
I crave the feeling
I need this heat
The only reason I live
Is to die

Because that's what happens
We live
We learn
We die

And I can't change it
So why not stop suffering
And give in, right?
Right.

Or at least that's what I think.

The Game

The door spins
Round and round it goes
A continuous cycle
People go in
People go out

Hate
Love
Jealousy

Fear is the name of the game
Feeling a cold hand on your shoulder?
Most call it fright

Of what, you ask?
Of inocence
Of a smile
Of a laugh
Of a trusting heart

Envy is the name of the game
Looking a bit green in the face?
Most call it jealousy

Of what, you ask?
Of dark eyes
Of poetic nature
Of something unknown to most

Hate is the name of the game
Feeling the wrath in the pit of you?
Most call it loathing

Of what, you ask?
Of fear
Of jealousy
Of the threat
Of the girl

Hate
Love
Jealousy

They pass through the door
Around and around they go
Clouding together
And swirling repeatedly

Hate
Fear
Jealousy
Love

It's all just apart of the game

Arisen

Disaster is the name of the game

Pulling away from neverending pain

Hungry like the wolf

It can't help but engulf us in flames



Lies tend to hold an inch of truth

Even though they're not reliable proof

They tell us of the ones

Who lie, we pick them out like sleuths



A smile is a mask, is it not?

Because we all know behind it

Is a lot

Fear is arising