Sunday, October 31, 2010

Guard

When you're too stupid
To stop believing
You know you've gone
Over the deep edge
I've given it everything
I possibly could
Trying for this is like
Jumping into flames
Stupid girl, why do you
Keep letting your guard down?

You should know the ending
By now
It's happened so many times
That it should come by naturally
It's just a stupid fairytale
Why don't you learn to
Guard what you need?

Thursday, October 28, 2010

Logistically Impaired

Maybe there's a reason
It's all not working out
Maybe there's a reason
As to why I can't get it
I guess there is a reason
Why I've been alone
I guess there's a reason
Why

Who said love equals logic?
Who said there's an answer?
I say that hope is enough for me
I say, I say
Who said that fairytales are falsities?
Who said it's wishful thinking?
I say that you are worth my hoping
I say, I say

Maybe there's an equation
To solve this puzzle of love
Maybe there's a hint
Or a clue for me
I think there's a reason
I'm losing this game
There must be a reason
Why

But who said love equals logic?
Who said there's an answer?
I say that hope is enough for me
I say, I say
Who said that fairytales are falsities?
Who gave up on wishful thinking?
I say that you are worth every daydream
I say, I say

This answer
Doesn't need reasons
This answer
Cannot be solved
This answer
Is never proved
This answer
Was worth it all

So who said that love equals logic?
Who said, who said?
Who said that love needed answers?
Who said, who said?

So who said that love equals logic?
Who said there's an answer?
I say that hope is enough for me
I say, I say
Who said that fairytales are falsities?
Who gave up on wishful thinking?
Who said that love equals logic?
Not me, not me

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

I Hate Decisions

So what do you do
When you can't decide
Between two things,
Reality and fantasy?

Between the one who
Treats you like a princess,
Holds you how you've
Dreamt of being held,
And tries to make you smile
Or the one who
You've fallen in love with,
Who is oblivious to your adoration,
But acts like your invisible?

Thursday, October 21, 2010

Say Good-bye

What happened, baby?
When did I disappear?
It's like I'm invisible
To you and all around you
What happened, baby?
Since when do I not exist?
What happened, baby?
Oh...

I miss the way we were
When you wouldn't even
Glance at her
And we were inseperable
Now it's like it never happened
I can't keep doing this
Can't I jut get a good-bye kiss?
'Cuz if you're leaving me
At least say good-bye

What happened, baby?
When did you forget that I'm alive?
It's like I'm living a nightmare and
I want a daydream
What happened, baby?
Since when am I the lesser girl?
What happened, baby?
Oh...

I miss the way we were
When you wouldn't even
Glance at her
And we were inseperable
Now it's like it never happened
I can't keep doing this
Can I at least get a good-bye kiss?
'Cuz if you're leaving me
At least say good-bye

When did we lose it?
What did I do?
Why don't you miss me
Like I miss you?

What was the problem?
What did I do?
Why don't I matter?
What did I do?

I miss the way we were
When you wouldn't even
Glance at her
And we were so close
Now it's like it never happened
I can't keep doing this
Can I at least get a good-bye kiss?
'Cuz if you're leaving me
And I know you're leaving me
When you leave me
At least say good-bye

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Intoxicating

Have I told you lately
That I love you?
Do you know that I can't
Breathe when you're with her?
Did you guess that you'd
Forget me?
Have I shown you enough?

Have I told you lately
That I'm hurting?
Do you know that you're
Leaving me in the dust?
Did you guess that I'd be
Here crying?
Have I stood here enough?

Standing in the dark
And crying to the moon
Wasting away
Can't carry through
This love is so intoxicating
And I don't know what to do
Underneath the lights
Playing from my soul
Drifting away
Feel so alone
This love is so invisible
To you

Have I mentioned lately that
I miss you?
Do you remember how it
Used to be?
Did you guess that I'd be here
Forgetting?
Have I taken enough?

Standing in the dark
And crying to the moon
Wasting away
Can't carry through
This love is so intoxicating
Underneath the lights
Playing from my soul
Drifting away
Feel so alone
This love is so invisible
To you

Standing in the dark
Crying to the moon
Wasting away
Can't carry through
This love is so intoxicating

Standing in the dark
And crying to the moon
Wasting away
Can't carry through
This love is so intoxicating
Underneath the lights
Playing from my soul
Drifting away
Feel so alone
This love is so invisible
To you

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Off the Stage

Why couldn't I do it?
Why couldn't I prevail?
I messed up again
Proved myself to
Do nothing but fail
And I'm not beautiful
I'm ugly and fat and
Incapable.

Sunday, October 17, 2010

Only One Week Left

Open your eyes
Can't you see what you've done?
You've changed me
You've helped me see
All that I can be
You've proven to me
What my ability is

Open your eyes
Can't you see what you do?
You've changed me
You've helped me learn
What it means to fall
You've shown me
What my heart can do