Untapped potential
Like a wishing well, unused
So many credentials
To reach the stars and more
The best of the worst
The sweetest kind of sour
That I could possibly devour
The taste of you settles in my mouth
The hot rush of breath sends a shiver
Down to my toes
Up again
Up and down
Up and down
God, I could die from wanting
Is this how it was supposed to feel?
I've never felt it
This rush
It's so overwhelming
Powerful
The madness fills my mind
I want you, I want all of you
And I want you now
Untapped potential
Like a wishing well, unused
So many credentials
To reach the moon and back
Is it wrong to feel scared?
I know how much this can hurt
Will you?
I know you're capable
But Goddess, I hope you don't
How did this happen so fast?
Why are you filling my thoughts with
Hopes for a future?
Do I do the same to you?
Will I ever?
Sunday, May 26, 2013
Monday, March 18, 2013
Anticipation
--- 11-26-12
Nervous twittering
Butterflies flittering
How do I keep
My head on straight?
Anticipation
My nerves' central station
I can no longer
Just eagerly wait
My legs are shaking
The cool front is breaking
I'm not acting myself
As of late
Going so crazy
Vision gone hazy
With the thought of
A world we could create
Nervous twittering
Butterflies flittering
How do I keep
My head on straight?
Anticipation
My nerves' central station
I can no longer
Just eagerly wait
My legs are shaking
The cool front is breaking
I'm not acting myself
As of late
Going so crazy
Vision gone hazy
With the thought of
A world we could create
Double Take
--- 11-26-12
Take a peek at
My heart
And where he ripped it
Apart
The memory lingers inside of me
I was crying, heart in hiding
Why'd you lie to me?
He's my favorite
Mistake
An angel masked by
The hate
How could you do what you did to me?
You were perfect, I'm not worth it
I will never be!
Look at me now
I can't pretend it doesn't eat me alive
Look at us now
Now we're so distant, it's a dream
It's a crime
What happened, how?
The world we knew, you spun its axis around!
Look at you now
Don't you see it? Look at you now!
You're a fake, a ridiculous deity!
I can't wait until the day
You leave my memories!
Take a peek at
My heart
And where he ripped it
Apart
The memory lingers inside of me
I was crying, heart in hiding
Why'd you lie to me?
He's my favorite
Mistake
An angel masked by
The hate
How could you do what you did to me?
You were perfect, I'm not worth it
I will never be!
Look at me now
I can't pretend it doesn't eat me alive
Look at us now
Now we're so distant, it's a dream
It's a crime
What happened, how?
The world we knew, you spun its axis around!
Look at you now
Don't you see it? Look at you now!
You're a fake, a ridiculous deity!
I can't wait until the day
You leave my memories!
Superman
--- 11-20-12
Superman, come rescue me
A hero, just the thing I need
The villains hurt and capture me
If you help, I know they'll leave
Superman, I need you here
Your mantra, stating, "Never fear!"
Behind the cape, I see you clear
A man I know I could hold dear
Superman, come save the day
Everyone else can go away
Just let me be your Lois Lane
Fly to me, and please just stay
Superman, come rescue me
A hero, just the thing I need
The villains hurt and capture me
If you help, I know they'll leave
Superman, I need you here
Your mantra, stating, "Never fear!"
Behind the cape, I see you clear
A man I know I could hold dear
Superman, come save the day
Everyone else can go away
Just let me be your Lois Lane
Fly to me, and please just stay
Distress
--- 11-20-12
Can you imagine my distrust
Of you when my dreams are turned to dust
By you
A future that you try to crush in two
And I can hear the words you say
For I know the stupid games you play
'Cuz I have seen so many act this way
Like you
It's not refined, undignified
Internalized by your design
Uncultured, like the muddy swine
Words you bind and patronize
My successes bring your hate
A distress that you create
I'm the best that I can be
My life springs your jealousy
I try to make it all okay
And try for you to see this thing my way
I try, but it's not gonna be okay
It's not gonna
It's not gonna
It's not gonna be
Okay, I've won, I've had it done
So run before you can confront
You're playing with a loaded gun
Shield your eyes before my sun!
My successes bring your hate
A distress that you create
Can you imagine my distrust
Of you when my dreams are turned to dust
By you
A future that you try to crush in two
And I can hear the words you say
For I know the stupid games you play
'Cuz I have seen so many act this way
Like you
It's not refined, undignified
Internalized by your design
Uncultured, like the muddy swine
Words you bind and patronize
My successes bring your hate
A distress that you create
I'm the best that I can be
My life springs your jealousy
I try to make it all okay
And try for you to see this thing my way
I try, but it's not gonna be okay
It's not gonna
It's not gonna
It's not gonna be
Okay, I've won, I've had it done
So run before you can confront
You're playing with a loaded gun
Shield your eyes before my sun!
My successes bring your hate
A distress that you create
Blood Rush
Poison
Your lips like venom on mine
Hunger
In every movement you made
Passion
I swear, it was a sign that
I was
The worst kind of crazed
And I
Threw myself into this
Chaos
Because the pain gets me high
And you
Carved your name into my soul
It was bliss
No other rush like this
Make me your punching bag and
Take everything I have
Anything to be strangled in your arms
My beautiful love of harm
Lovestruck
I lost my mind in the mix
Turmoil
Where have you been since the last
Time I
Lost myself in your sweet little fix
You've been running these tricks
Make me your punching bag and
Take everything I have
Anything to be strangled in your arms
My beautiful love of harm
Tell them that I was warned
When I'm bruised up and torn
Lying limp on the ground
Don't let me make a sound
Slit my throat, break my bones
Just don't leave me alone
You are all that I need
I've succumbed to my greed
Make me your punching bag and
Take everything I have
Anything to be strangled in your arms
My beautiful love of harm
It was bliss
No other rush like this...
Your lips like venom on mine
Hunger
In every movement you made
Passion
I swear, it was a sign that
I was
The worst kind of crazed
And I
Threw myself into this
Chaos
Because the pain gets me high
And you
Carved your name into my soul
It was bliss
No other rush like this
Make me your punching bag and
Take everything I have
Anything to be strangled in your arms
My beautiful love of harm
Lovestruck
I lost my mind in the mix
Turmoil
Where have you been since the last
Time I
Lost myself in your sweet little fix
You've been running these tricks
Make me your punching bag and
Take everything I have
Anything to be strangled in your arms
My beautiful love of harm
Tell them that I was warned
When I'm bruised up and torn
Lying limp on the ground
Don't let me make a sound
Slit my throat, break my bones
Just don't leave me alone
You are all that I need
I've succumbed to my greed
Make me your punching bag and
Take everything I have
Anything to be strangled in your arms
My beautiful love of harm
It was bliss
No other rush like this...
Hell Fire
Pretty girl
With that curly long hair
And a wide smile
That hides down at
The ground as she walks
Sweet girl
With a hidden trap
And a secret instinct
That ensnares her
Every movement
Delicious poison
Hindering her dreams
And victimizing her
Future that longs
For brightness
And a beautiful blade
Aching for a kiss
Against taut skin
A blade that deserves
The flames of hell
With that curly long hair
And a wide smile
That hides down at
The ground as she walks
Sweet girl
With a hidden trap
And a secret instinct
That ensnares her
Every movement
Delicious poison
Hindering her dreams
And victimizing her
Future that longs
For brightness
And a beautiful blade
Aching for a kiss
Against taut skin
A blade that deserves
The flames of hell
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