Wake Up, ******

I relive the moment
Pretending it's a dream
You're lying
You're not?
Why, why?

Why did you re-open the scars?
Why did the past come back?
Everything he said was true
And I miss you
Or the person you used to be

I take the needle
Press it into my skin
Wake up, ******
Oh, you're not sleeping
Not dreaming
Then what went so wrong?

Why did you re-open the scars?
Why did the past come back?
Everything he said was true
And I miss you
Or the person you used to be

Every cut is for you
For everytime I couldn't
Make you proud
For everytime I let you down
For everytime you hurt me
Every lie
Every broken promise
Every broken heart

Do you hear me sobbing?
I hurt
I really do
And I'm so sorry
I really miss you
But I doubt you even notice

Why did you re-open the scars?
Why did the past come back?
Everything he said was true
And I miss you
Or at least who you used to be

I hate you
I love you
I miss you
I'm sorry
Wake up