Saturday, February 13, 2010

Low Self-Esteem is a Bitch

I guess believing isn't good enough
Anymore
I guess trying isn't enough
Today
'Cuz everytime I try to find
The hidden meaning in your eyes
You tell me that I'm wrong
But I swear

I feel like I'm losing
Everything I tried to gain
I feel I'm losing you
Again
Even though you say I'm wrong
I can't believe it, I'm not strong
I'm too weak to believe

Thursday, February 11, 2010

Again?

Bad, bad, bad
Mean
Cruel
Harsh
Break him again,
Why don't you?
He's done nothing
But love you!
You bitch
I hate you
You're hurting him
Selfish, selfish
Bitch

Hilarity Ensues

Oh, ouch
That one stung, didn't it?
Baby, lying won't help you
When talking to me
Bet it burned escaping your teeth
"I'll never hurt you"
Within a two day span, it was gone
Nice to know
That I'm not worth the truth
Angry?
Oh, you better believe it
But you're not worth my time

Try and Break Me

Say you're sorry
For the lies you told within three hours
Oh, sorry
For the empty words; they didn't mean a thing

So you care
That's a laugh
For my bleeding heart to take it
So you care?
What a lie
I knew that you were fakin'

I re-read the texts
Laugh out loud
Roll on the floor laughing my ass off
Then get off the ground
Get off the ground

I knew that you would charm me
And I knew that I would try
To get a bit closer
To be the apple of your eye
But it was stupid
A game to you
I don't want to make things right
Take a chance
Try and fucking break me

And explanation
Would be useful at this time
An intervention
Will put you back in line

So you're sorry
What a joke
I just can't believe you
So you're dumb
Well, no duh
You lied to us both

I knew that you would charm me
And I knew that I would try
To get a bit closer
To be the apple of your eye
But it was stupid
A game to you
I don't want to make things right
Take a chance
Try and fucking break me

I re-read the texts
Laugh out loud
Roll on the floor laughing my ass off
Then get off the ground
Get off the ground

I knew that you would charm me
And I knew that I would try
To get a bit closer
To be the apple of your eye
But it was stupid
A game to you
I don't want to make things right
Take a chance
Try and fucking break me

Runaway Love

I refuse to be the middle man
I don't care
I'm leaving
Figure it out yourself
I'm not cutting for you
And don't you dare call me weak
I'm strong
I just need a break
So I'm leaving
And I don't want to come back

Wake Up, ******

I relive the moment
Pretending it's a dream
You're lying
You're not?
Why, why?

Why did you re-open the scars?
Why did the past come back?
Everything he said was true
And I miss you
Or the person you used to be

I take the needle
Press it into my skin
Wake up, ******
Oh, you're not sleeping
Not dreaming
Then what went so wrong?

Why did you re-open the scars?
Why did the past come back?
Everything he said was true
And I miss you
Or the person you used to be

Every cut is for you
For everytime I couldn't
Make you proud
For everytime I let you down
For everytime you hurt me
Every lie
Every broken promise
Every broken heart

Do you hear me sobbing?
I hurt
I really do
And I'm so sorry
I really miss you
But I doubt you even notice

Why did you re-open the scars?
Why did the past come back?
Everything he said was true
And I miss you
Or at least who you used to be

I hate you
I love you
I miss you
I'm sorry
Wake up

You Can Care Or Not, The Choice Is Yours

Bet you don't care
That inside I'm dying
Bet you don't care
That outside I'm crying
The tears sting behind my eyes
I can't believe I fell for lies

My head is throbbing
With unrequited love
Bet you don't care that
You led me on
Why can't you see
What you do to me?

It's too bad for you
You lost the best thing
That happened to you
Too bad for you
'Cuz I told you every
Little thing about me
Sucks to be you
Guess you'll live without me
It's too bad for you

Bet you will care that
You lost my friendship
Bet you will care that
You ended it
You don't see the
Other side of me

It's too bad for you
You lost the best thing
That happened to you
Too bad for you
'Cuz I told you every
Little thing about me
Sucks to be you
Guess you'll live without me
Too bad for you

Bet you don't care
Bet you will care
Bet you won't care
Bet you don't care

It's too bad for you
You lost the best thing
That happened to you
Too bad for you
'Cuz I told you every
Little thing about me
Sucks to be you
Guess you'll live without me
It's too bad for you