Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Similar

All the same things
I can feel them, I do
Identical, identical
Absolutely compatible
By the Goddess!
Why don't you see it
Like I do?

A perfect pair
I can feel it, I do
So similar, similar
Absolutely perfect
Why don't you want it
Like I do?

Follow my voice
I sing the song for you
Ah, but you don't hear it
Closing your ears
Again and again

You know it, you do
But refuse to believe
What's right in front
Of those gorgeous eyes
It's all for you, everything
By the Goddess!
I feel it rushing over me

Everything's for you
The melody, the lyrics
The song and the spirit
I give it to you
I always have
And will never get that
Piece of me back

Follow my voice
I sing the song for you
But you won't hear it
You're closing your ears
Again and again

Friday, March 26, 2010

Recipe for Destruction

For a moment, I see the ending
It's like an original fairytale

For a second, I feel the breezes
Fling past me in a gush

Forever proves to be a long time
Death is the melody to the rhyme
Dusk crawls killing the day
Whispering away, whispering away

Scream me a love song
So I can move
Destroy me
Do what you will
Give me an answer
To this disaster

For a moment I want the blade
It's like an irresistable need

For a second I can see it
The world without her pain

Eternity is a riddle
She's stuck in the middle
And the stars are alone
Whispering away, whispering away

Scream me a love song
So I can move
Destroy me
Do what you will
Give me an answer
For this disaster

Cling to the night
Breathe in the air
Midnight, take me
Take me as my whole self

Scream me a love song
So I can move on
Destroy me
Do what you will
Give me an answer
For this disaster

Storming Again

Well, knock me over with a feather
There you go again!
Like I've said before
If you break her heart
I will break your face
Fear the storm
It'll hit you like
Never before

Fallen Angel

Broken-winged, starry-eyed
With tear-stained cheeks because of lies
A beautiful disaster
A destroyed dove
A destruction of love
Angel, stop crying
Angel, live on
No one will stay up if you fall

Sunday, March 21, 2010

My Heart II

So here's what you did to it
You ripped it in two
Then proceeded to shred it
Further and further
After that, you led a heard of
Pissed off elephants to
Stampede on top of it
And pummel it into the dirt
And don't even get me started
On you throwing it
To the dog

Ridden with Self-Pity

Stringing together
My last bits of sanity
Diving into a sea of insecurity
Can I make it?
Can I live?

All I see is black
What motivation?
I hear, but cannot feel
I see, but cannot act

Nothing more than me being lazy
Nothing more than me not caring
Nothing more than me giving in

Everything is nothing
Nothing is everything
Oh, look
Literary terms abound!

She'd be so proud

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Dreamland

I can see it
It's a dream
Your arms wrapped around me
Holding me tighter, tighter

It's like I feel it
The warmth of your body
Against mine
A beautiful fantasy

Don't wake me up
If this is all it'll be
Don't wake me up
If it's just a dream
Some need pinches
But I say, "Leave me alone"
It's the only time
He'll ever be just my own

I can see it
It's a fairytale
Your hands running through my hair
Pull me closer, closer

It's like I feel it
The caress of your lips
Against mine
A fantastic idea

But don't wake me up
If this is all it'll be
Don't wake me up
If it's only a dream
Some need a pinch
But I want to be alone
It's the only time
I can call him my own

I close my eyes
Feel you sighing, sighing
I wake up
And fall

Don't wake me up
If this is all it'll be
Don't wake me up
If it's only a dream
Some need pinches when dreaming
But I say, "Leave me alone"
It's the time when
I can call you my own

In a dream, my own dream
We're alone

Pieces of My Heart

My heart is in pieces
But you just do not see
Each one of them is different
Yet all the same to me

One in love
One in like
One unknown
One for looks

I'll always want them all
I'm too greedy for just one
But I can't make up my mind
It's coming too undone

One for his world
One for his eyes
One for his talent
One for his laugh

Eventually I see it
The true love that I have known
But he won't ever love me
He cannot be my own

For his laugh
For his stupid remarks
For his green eyes
For his music
For his hugs
For his touches
For him

But the pieces always jumble
I can't have the one that fits my heart
That'd be too good for me
I knew it from the start

Monday, March 15, 2010

Whispered Song

I sing to the storm clouds
A long forgotten tune
One purposely left behind

Losts in the mists of a tragic past
For centuries
Enduring life's greatest disturbances

I scream to the night sky
A deathly shriek
One forever remembered
As the final goodbye

Held in the hollows of an unearthly dream
For an era
Surviving the depths of darkness

I sing to the storm clouds
Of a longing
I scream to the night
Of a past
I cry to the moonlight
For a saviour
I whisper to the wind
For once last chance

Sunday, March 14, 2010

Yeah, I Know

Trusting you was a mistake
I know it was
Why, then, did I fall so hard?

Feeling it bite me again hurts
And you probably won't understand
How bad it hurts to forget

Yeah, I know
Nothing comes from wishing
Yeah, I know
It wouldn't have happened anyway
Yeah, I know
She was better than me
But right in front of me?
Did you really have to?

Seeing you and her happpy together
What a sting it is to my soul
My soul's still aflame, just like her hair

I know by now I'm just a memory
But at least I'm still somewhat there
And you should know I felt the same

Yeah, I know
Nothing comes from wishing
Yeah, I know
Nothing could happen anyway
Yeah, I know
She was curled up in your arms
But right in front of me?
Did you really mean anything you said?

Thursday, March 11, 2010

The Saddest Part

The saddest part of losing her
Is knowing that it was all a lie
An act of recovery
What a stupid cliche.

The saddest part of it
Was that I had believed it
We'll make it through, girlie
What a ridiculous ideal.

The saddest part of losing him
Is knowing that he was there
I'm pretty sure I care about you
What a pathetic notion.

The saddest part is playing
Boobskiball, laughing, talking
I'm not talking to you
What a hard threat to keep.

The saddest part is loving
So many people at once
You are all my world
Then losing them all

The saddest part is that
Nothing will ever be the same

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Let's Pretend, Shall We?

What was I thinking?
Falling again was
A bad idea
Guess I've been sinking
Into despair

Or maybe I felt love
At least it could've been
I knew it all along
That I was wrong

But for a moment
You and I
Let's pretend that there
Is something
Don't forget it
What I said
I meant it with all my heart
Yeah it's stupid
But I felt it
I could've sworn that you did too
But you don't

Why did I do this?
Lead myself into
A trap
What was I thinking?
Guess I shouldn't have tried

Best friends forever
'Til I messed it up
You knew it all along
That I was wrong

For a moment
You and I
Let's pretend that we have something
Don't forget what I said
I meant it with all my heart
Yeah it's stupid
Baby, I felt it
I could've sworn that you did too
But you don't

For a moment
Let's pretend that there's a you and I
I meant it with all my heart
Every single word
It's stupid
I was wrong
Why don't you feel it too?
You don't.

I'm At A Five, Let's Bring It To A One

You were
Standing there, arms crossed
With a
Smile on your face and
Laughter in your eyes

You were
Looking right at me
And I
Couldn't help but smile
At the thought of you

Holding me
For a little while
And I know

Fairytales don't have a limit
But I shouldn't let just
Anything in it
I know better (echo)
Mirrored eyes hold a
Great surprise
Truths are truths
And lies are lies
To me
Hold onto me
I'm slipping deeper

You were
Playing a game
With a
Lie behind your teeth
And a charm in your eyes

Fall for her
For a little while
'Cuz I know

Fairytales don't have a limit
But I shouldn't let just
Anything in it
I know better (echo)
Mirrored eyes hold a
Great surprise
Truths become truths
Lies become lies
To me
Hold onto me
I'm slipping deeper

Five
Four
Three
Two
One
Game over

Fairytales don't have a limit
And I shouldn't let just anyhing in it
I know better (echo)
Mirrored eyes hold
A great surprise
Truths from truths
Lies from lies
To me
Hold onto me
I'm slipping deeper

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Checkmate

Bury me
I could really care less
I say that I'm healing
I say I have feeling
But I don't

Drown me
I don't give a fuck
I'm tired of playing
Games are a bore
So I call checkmate

Give me the visions
I crave the feeling
I need this heat
The only reason I live
Is to die

Because that's what happens
We live
We learn
We die

And I can't change it
So why not stop suffering
And give in, right?
Right.

Or at least that's what I think.

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

The Game

The door spins
Round and round it goes
A continuous cycle
People go in
People go out

Hate
Love
Jealousy

Fear is the name of the game
Feeling a cold hand on your shoulder?
Most call it fright

Of what, you ask?
Of inocence
Of a smile
Of a laugh
Of a trusting heart

Envy is the name of the game
Looking a bit green in the face?
Most call it jealousy

Of what, you ask?
Of dark eyes
Of poetic nature
Of something unknown to most

Hate is the name of the game
Feeling the wrath in the pit of you?
Most call it loathing

Of what, you ask?
Of fear
Of jealousy
Of the threat
Of the girl

Hate
Love
Jealousy

They pass through the door
Around and around they go
Clouding together
And swirling repeatedly

Hate
Fear
Jealousy
Love

It's all just apart of the game