Monday, October 28, 2013


Author's Note: This is an older one. Can't remember the exact date, though. I wanna say around October 3rd, 4th?

Familiar musky scent
Medium-wash jeans
Laden with holes
Cramped space comfortable
Warmth nearing hot

Lazy touches
Flirtatious remarks
Quickly lead to lips meeting
The rough prickle rubbing
Hands tracing every curve
Heaving hot sighs

Eagerly pulling, stretching
Tearing the clothes from my skin
Wet lips engulfing tender spots
And I feel alive again
With those blue eyes sparking
Fiery and excited

"I knew you would come back."
Between kisses
"At least, I hoped you would.
I wanted you."

Singeing my body
With searing hot lips
You've got me writhing beneath you
And I'm enthralled

Lifting my hips
Caressing my lips with yours
Oh my God, oh my God
I've waited too long
Always too long
Please, please

Pulsating, throbbing
Needless ache punished
And rewarded all at once
Over and over

That smirk, that intensity
The desire to please me
To finally make me yours
And you're groaning
"Baby, baby."
Our words are whispered
But I hear it as screams

And I finally taste you on my tongue
You sigh once more
And I wriggle with anticipation
For more

The Past

Author's Note: This is in absolutely no way still relevant to my daily life. However, I enjoy keeping all of my poems and lyrics on this blog. Hence this one. xD

--- 10-1-13

I miss the way you laugh
The wave of your eyelashes
The curve of your smile
Deep-dyed black hair
Lazily throwing your arm around me
Softest lips meeting in a kiss
The tan of your skin
Hater marks on your neck
"I swear, I swear"
Followed by promises
Multitudes of oaths
I love you's
And aches of my heart
I miss the way we were
How we loved
And what will never be again

Sunday, October 27, 2013

So Frustrated

Tired of seeing you
Constantly wearing the same blank expression
Invading every second of my daily life
With that dull hair falling on your shoulders
And a nasally tone
That asks every question without censor

Sick and tired of never being alone
Sick and tired of this situation
Sick and tired of this damned set-up

Why can't I go to my own space?
My peace of mind is being completely deteriorated
By the overwhelming aspect of this life
Leave me be, leave me be!
Let me have this one moment for me
And for me alone

Thursday, October 24, 2013

I Always Dreamed

Constantly reverting my attention
Is becoming a frustration
But I can't get my mind off of you

How can I even describe how I feel about you?
I went from being completely detached
To craving an emotional connection
And look at where I am now
Sitting in my dorm room, miles away
Yet still longing for your touch
All I can do is remember

What I would give
To nestle into your chest again
Tucked gingerly in your arms
Fingertips lazily running up and down my spine
Across my arms, down my thighs
The rise and fall of your torso
With every breath you take
Silken legs overlapping yours
My hands pressed against your body
It's well after midnight
And I am still wide awake

Eagerly rolling over to a side
Taunting you, teasing you into action
Moving to meet me
The sweetest kiss on my lips
And you pull me on top of you
My legs straddling that gorgeous body of yours
And my lips can't separate from yours
Until you move to my chest
Burying yourself in me

I can barely breathe already
How does this happen?
It never was like this before
You know exactly what to do for me
Eyes tracing my body then reverting back
Those beautiful blue eyes haunt me when you're gone

You touch me again, and I sigh
Your name is honey on my lips
But you keep yours on me as though my skin is sugar
You move to look down at me
Eager anticipation rippling down my spine
And that sexy smirk lining your delicious lips

Me and you
The movement is pulsing
And you do things to me unlike any other man
Air can't reach my lungs fast enough
Eyelids fluttering in ecstasy
Is this even possible?
No one else has ever-

I gasp again, I can't breathe
You've done it, you've done it!
No one else could ever prove themselves
And here you are, still gripping my hips
I cannot keep quiet
Not when you give me the sweetest torture

You're exhausted
My lips on you once more
The finale of your feat
An ending I long to see you to
I could never refuse you

Once we've had our share
It's back to that same lazy position
Me in your arms
Pressed against your warm chest
My legs entwined with yours
And tender kisses shared again

You light up a cigarette
Thick smoke filling the room
And I love the small talk
Comfortable closeness
Easily nuzzled against you
As the morning comes to meet us
The wear and tear of our adventures
Finally forcing us into the silence of sleep
And I stay wrapped in your arms
The way I always dreamed

Romance For The Records

Lips meeting metal
The rush of breath filling lungs
And the power of air overwhelming me

I play
Vibrations of the purest form
Against a taut silver mouthpiece

Hand pressed against nickel
The curve of her bell the most enticing vision
A sight of the most pure beauty

And I play her
Love her the way I could never love a man
She is my sweetest sin, my one passion

But I am wrong
It is never the right melody
Never will she and I create the perfect tone

They tell me I'm wrong
That this romance is one for the records
She and I can light up the night sky

Our sound is changing
And our love is being tested yet again
How long can I hold onto her?

Tuesday, October 15, 2013

Am I A Masochist?

Am I a masochist?
I adore the things that hurt me
The bite in every word against me
The pain in every rejection I get
Because of the hope
A chance that this loneliness will lead
To a love that I desperately desire

I'd let you rip me to pieces
If it meant that one day, you'd love me
All I ever want
And all I could ever need
Rests in your hands
The hands that never touch me
The smile that never lingers in my direction
The eyes that desperately avoid me
And the voice that whispers my name

I hear it
And it's destroying me from the inside out
How I ache with longing
For you, for you, for you
The idea of you and me
Because I can see it, damn it
They can see it
This is more than just a passing glance
This is an emotion
One that is tearing me apart
Killing me from the outside in