Saturday, January 29, 2011

Turning Point

-- 1-21-11

Hey, fairy princess
What are you wishin' for?
Don't close your eyes
Or open the closet door
The monster's in there
So get back in your bed
Is this reality
Or is it in your head?

Hey, little angel
How are those wings going?
If you've got the halo
When you cry, it's snowing
But don't look down there
Although Earth sends its call
Stay up on your cloud
Oh, baby, please don't fall

What are you gonna do
When the world's after you?
Running from the attack
Don't you ever look back
Speak the right and the wrong
But you've gotta be strong
When you're up for the fight
The turning point of your life

Hey, little angel
They like the way you're flying
And when you're not there
The whole world is crying
You're all they've got left
You hear their prayers at night
So don't stop shining
'Cuz you're their only light

Hey, fairy princess
I really like your crown
What's with that sad face?
What ever made you frown?
You say you're lonely
You're always by yourself
I guess that you've learned
Happiness isn't wealth

What are you gonna do
When the world's after you?
Running from the attack
Don't you ever look back
Speak the right and the wrong
But you've gotta be strong
When you're up for the fight
The turning point of your life

Hey, fairy princess
What are you wishin' for?
Don't close your eyes
Or ope the closet door
Hey, little angel
How are those wings going?
You've got the halo
So when you cry, it's snowing

What are you gonna do
When the world's after you?
Running from the attack
Don't you ever look back
Speak the right and the wrong
But you've gotta be strong
When you're up for the fight
The turning point of your life

Love Out Loud

--- 1-12-11

Livin' love, livin' love out loud
Guess I've got something to be proud of
You lift me like I'm on a high wire
A single kiss lights my lips on fire

Livin' love, livin' love out loud
Don't say a word, not a single sound
As we slip away to a secret night
Hold me close, baby, you're my light

Oh, don't you, don't you know
What you do to me?
Every time you touch me
I can hardly breathe
You've got me, got me now
Without trying at all
And I know that you can catch me
Whenever I fall
So don't leave
Oh, baby, please
'Cuz I need you more than you
Probably know
So love out loud and live it
As long as you please don't go

Livin' love, livin' love out loud
You hold me close and seem very proud
I really just wanna be your girl
'Cuz you told me that I'm you're world

Oh, love, livin' love out loud
Say my name, baby, let it out
I know that you love me through the flaws
This emotion is pure and raw

Oh, don't you, don't you know
What you do to me?
Every time you touch me
I can hardly breathe
You've got me, got me now
Without trying at all
And I know you can catch me
Whenever I fall
So don't leave
Oh, please
'Cuz I love you more
Than you knows
So love out loud, live it
As long as you please don't go

Livin' love, livin' love out loud
Guess I've got something to be proud of
You lift me up a whole lot higher
A single kiss lights my lips on fire

Oh, love, livin' love, livin' love out loud
Don't say a word, not a single sound
We'll slip away to a secret night
Hold me close because you're my light

Don't you, don't you know
What you do to me?
Every time you touch me
I can hardly breathe
You've got me, got me now
Without trying at all
'Cuz I know you're here to catch me
Whenever I fall
So don't leave
Oh, baby, please
I love you more
Than you'll ever know
So love out loud and live it
As long as you don't go

Don't go... don't go
Don't you, don't you know
What you do to me?

Saturday, January 22, 2011

Eighth Grade

Yes, it was a while ago
Yes, I should be over it
But you know what?
I'm definitely not
It hurts
It still hurts to this day
Almost two years later
'Cuz I know what they say
About me behind my back
Still
Still

Today I'm letting it all out
Just one more tear to cry
Just one more person who
Just doesn't get it
Just one more fucking problem
Just one more person who
Just doesn't give a shit

Monday, January 17, 2011

Different

I walked by a mirror today
Didn't recognize the girl in it
What changed me?

My hair's grown out more
And I'm a little bit blonder
My face cleared up more
And I'm a little bit prettier
My weight's went down more
And I'm a little bit smaller
My life's gotten better
And I'm a little bit happier

But with that comes change
Lost innocence
Lost concepts

What was locked away
Is let go
What was stored away
Is released
What I kept away
Isn't hidden anymore

Monday, January 10, 2011

Not Too Hot

Empty without reason
What do I have to be sad about?
I've still got friends
Still not a scar on me
Still have an amazing boyfriend
What more do I want?

Empty without logic
What do I have to long for?
A beautiful face
Some talent
And a little less flub would be nice
Why can't I have it?

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Headfirst

Here we go
One more time
Can't seem to
Get this heart of mine
I'm going in
To what I've always feared

Here I am
And here I stand
Can't seem to
Hold back what I know
I'm falling in
To what I wanted bad

And now you know what they could've had

Uh-oh
I'm falling in love, headfirst
Uh- oh
Guess I'm done expecting the worst
What can I say?
I love the rush I get everytime
You say that I'm yours
And you are mine

Here we go
One more time
Can't let this
Be a habit of mine
I'm jumping in
To an ocean of love

And now you see what you wanted, wanted

Uh-oh
I'm falling in love, headfirst
Uh-oh
Guess I'm done expecting the worst
What can I say?
I love the rush I get everytime
You say that I'm yours
And you are mine

I didn't see it coming
I really wanted to start running
Cuz when all you've known is alone
Being so caught up doesn't feel like home

Uh-oh
I'm falling in love, headfirst
Uh-oh
Guess I'm done expecting the worst
What can I say?
I love the rush I get everytime
You that I'm yours
And baby, you are mine