Something To Commend Me For

For a millisecond
I believed in something more
Than what I perceived to be
The inescapable timeframe of mine
Of mine

For a millisecond
I thought of something different
Than trying to mend my broken heart
The incredible loneliness, I never
Thought I'd feel it again, again

But why couldn't I be worth it?
What was so wrong with me?
Sure, I'm not beautiful or wonderful
Like she is, but there's gotta be
Something to commend me for

And there was something
To enjoy, maybe the company
Guess I felt really alone
Couldn't control the way my mind worked
Not today, oh not today

But why couldn't I be worth it?
What was so wrong with me?
Sure, I'm not beautiful or wonderful
Like she is, but there's gotta be
Something to commend me for

I guess me being lonely
Isn't good enough an excuse
I guess I can't control my heart
Hang onto these words

Why wasn't I worth it?
What's so wrong with me?
I'm unbeautiful, impossible
And I'll never, ever be her

Why am I not worth it?
What's so wrong with me?
I know I'm unbeautiful
And I wonder
If there's something to
Commend me for