What Happened Then

What about now?
What happened then shouldn't
Have affected me
But it does
I can't control this
My tears fall like rain

What about now?
What happened in the past
Should be gone
But it's not
I can't believe this
My heart breaks like mirrors

So here's to you
Congratulations on hurting me
Again and again
I feel lost and confused
And it's dark
Here's to you
Congratulations on being like them
Again and again
I'm alone and confused
And it's dark

What about now?
What happened back there
Should be over
But it's not
I can't understand this
My voice cracks in the phrases

What about now?
What happened every time
Should have been forgotten
But they aren't
I can't follow this
My heart sings for an answer

Here's to you
Congratulations on hurting me
Again and again
I'm lost and confused
And it's dark
Here's to you
Congratulations on being like them
Again and again
I'm alone and lost
And it's dark