What Did You See?

It's getting late
I'm sitting here
Wondering why the fuck
I did it again
I'm sick of this
I've had enough
I'm tired of the games

So let's see it
Tell me what did you mean
I swear to Goddess
I'm not what I seem

I started out just a little
Bit happier than usual
But you brought me down
Go figure, no wonder I'm
Falling apart, and you
Wonder why I hate myself
Funny how one word
Was all that it took
To kick me down to the ground
And I'm really getting sick
Of this game you're playing
So count me out

It's getting cold
I'm spacing out
Thinkin' 'bout why I
Feel more alone
I'm feeling bad
I wanna go
To a place just
To be on my own

Let's see it, tell me
What do you mean?
I'm not who you see

I started out just a little
Bit happier than usual
But you brought me down
Go figure, no wonder I'm
Falling apart and you wonder
Why I hate myself
Funny how one word was all
That it took to kick me down
To the ground and I'm really
Getting sick of this game you're playing
So count me out

I'm done shooting for the moon
'Cuz when I miss, I'm not in the stars

I started out just a little bit
Happier than usual
But you brought me down
Go figure, no wonder I'm
Falling apart and you
Wonder why I hate myself
Funny how one word was all
That it took to kick me down
To the ground and I'm really
Getting sick of this game
So count me out