What Do I Say?

What now?
What do I say now?
What now?
What am I supposed to do?
What now?
Why do I feel this way?
What now?
Was it my fault?

Am I not pretty enough?
Do I need a more tortured past?
Am I forgetting something?
What the fuck did I say?
Why am I breaking down?
Did I not cry hard enough?
Am I just too awful?
What do I say now?

Why me?
Why am I so pushy?
Why me?
Why did I try again?
Why me?
How am I supposed to feel?
Why me?
Why is it always my fault?

Am I not pretty enough?
Do I need a more tortured past?
Am I forgetting something?
What the fuck should I say?
Why am I breaking down?
Did I not cry enough?
Am I just too awful?
What do you want me to say?

So I'm a little bit lost
I'm a little bit hurt
I'm a little bit sad
And I can't even say sorry

I'm a little bit sorry
I'm a little bit wrong
I'm a little bit guilty
And I'm just really sorry

Am I not pretty enough?
Do I need a tortured past?
Am I forgetting something?
What the fuck should I say?
Why am I breaking down?
Did I not cry enough?
Am I just too awful?
What do you want me to say?